Troubadour Poetry Prize 2016

Troubadour Poetry Prize 2016

The following prizewinning poems were chosen by our 2016 judges Jane Yeh & Glyn Maxwell who read along with winning poets at our annual prize-giving event at the Troubadour on Monday 31st October 2016:

  • First Prize, £5,000, Pasodoble With Lizards, Abigail Parry, London
  • Second Prize, £1,000, Father, Dennis L.M. Lewis, Doha, Qatar
  • Third Prize, £500, To the Headless Long-Stemmed Rose on a Staircase in the Subway, Kateri Lanthier, Toronto, Canada

plus (new!) Troubadour prizes (for London/South-East winners)

  • £100 Troubadour restaurant gift voucher, Shogo Says, Kirsten Irving, London
  • Bottle of Troubadour champagne, Monologues for Young Actresses, Barbara Barnes, London

plus 20 prizes of £25 each for:

  • Patience, Andrea Holland, Norwich
  • Threads, Audrey Ardern-Jones, Epsom, Surrey
  • After all you discover it is about locks, Barbara Morton, Drumoig, Fife
  • Balloons, Betty Thompson, Enniscorthy, Co. Wexford, Ireland
  • Departure, Beverly Nadin, Sheffield
  • Ode to an Octopus, Catherine Temma Davidson, London
  • Writing Him Out, Elizabeth Parker, Bristol
  • [La Madre wants not to be in the sea—], Geraldine Clarkson, Leamington Spa, Warwickshire
  • Flight, Giles Goodland, London
  • Fossils, Jennie Osborne, Ideford, Devon
  • Vera, Keith Hutson, Wakefield, West Yorkshire
  • Leeches, Lindsey Holland, Aughton, Lancashire
  • by the aviary his brother sat down and wept, Mariel Alonzo, Davao, Philippines
  • The Bird Woman of Nigeria, Noreen Ellis, Chicago, USA
  • Advice for Girls, Phoebe Stuckes, Alcombe, Somerset
  • Surfacing, Richard Aronowitz, Oxford
  • Plague, Ruth Waterman, London
  • Dieppe, Scott Elder, St Priest des Champs, France

Judges’ Reports

Jane Yeh writes…

I greatly enjoyed reading the wide array of poems that made up this year’s Troubadour International Poetry Prize. I was impressed by the variety and sophistication of many of the poems, as well as the range of subject matter, tone, form, and style. It’s a real pleasure to see the multiplicity of voices when you’re reading through hundreds of poems, by turns witty or haunting, meditative or urgent, tragicomic or deadpan. So thank you to everyone for entering. All of the judging was done on a completely anonymous basis — in fact, it took a couple days of spreadsheet checking, and no doubt double-checking, before Anne-Marie could tell us the names of the winners.

I was truly impressed by the quality, depth, and expertise of the winning and commended poems. The first-place winner, Pasodoble With Lizards, by Abigail Parry, was a clear standout with its linguistic energy, exuberant rhythm, surreal imagery, and intricate craftpersonship. I was dazzled by the poem’s momentum down the page and the artfulness with which words and phrases were repeated with variations; the strangeness of the narrative, the sheer imagination of the descriptions and metaphors and similes; and the sense of mystery, that no matter how many times you re-read the poem, you can’t be entirely sure you know what’s going on. I absolutely love this poem. Just stunning.

The second-prize winner, Father, by Dennis L.M. Lewis, is striking and compelling in a different way, with its own brand of momentum and narrative drive. The apparently simple, straightforward language and impassive voice allow us to follow along with the speaker’s experience all the more intensely, while there’s something hypnotic about the locations the speaker wanders through and the characters he meets. The more I read this poem, the more fascinated I was by its just-slightly-off reality, almost like a David Lynch film. I was also impressed by the writer’s restraint, the complete lack of sentimentality with which he writes about the search for father.

The third-prize winner, To the Headless Long-Stemmed Rose on a Staircase in the Subway, by Kateri Lanthier, was an especial favourite of mine. Its title is immediately intriguing and curious, and the rest of the poem certainly lives up to it. Every line is full of original, striking expressions to savour. I like the sense of rigour in couplets and end-stopped lines, as well as the subtle use of rhyme and the musicality of the language. The voice is fresh and appealing, while the submerged sense of loss is expertly suggested through images like cut sunflowers send up signal flares.

I also really admired many of the commended poems, including (in no particular order) Patience, by Andrea Holland. I thought this poem’s invented form, with its repeated phrases and circularity, was particularly effective, and the images were vividly physical.

I was also impressed by the form of Audrey Ardern-Jones’s poem Threads, which consists of one sentence extended over 16 lines, and which sensitively depicts a cancer sufferer’s life and death.

After all you discover it is about locks, by Barbara Morton, was an accomplished, dream-like prose poem that also looks wonderful on the page.

Departure, by Beverly Nadin, was full of precisely drawn details of landscape, a deceptively spare poem with a philosophical bent that lingers in the mind.

Catherine Temma Davidson’s poem Ode to an Octopus was an elegant, witty, well-crafted piece that does what it says on the tin, as well as being a loose sonnet.

Flight, by Giles Goodland, depicted a subtly touching story of parent-child relations, with a nicely understated, conversational style that draws the reader in.

I enjoyed the approach of Jennie Osborne’s poem Fossils, with its airy open-form layout that matched its delicate phrasing and imagery.

Vera, by Keith Hutson, was well crafted and evocative, a convincing snapshot of the past enlivened by a gentle, wry humour.

The Bird Woman of Nigeria, by Noreen Ellis, was a magically haunting poem whose criss-crossing repetitions had a sestina-like quality.
And last but not least, Richard Aronowitz’s poem Surfacing featured a compelling chain of images that told the story of a missing person with a skilfully suppressed sadness.

Glyn Maxwell writes…

What I savour most in a fine poem is that every line seems to dine on the one before, the same proteins seem to flower, the thing twists and repeats and alters and doesn’t, like DNA strands. In Abigail Parry’s Pasodoble With Lizards the word ‘two’ grows two more ‘two’s, ‘gilt mirror’ grows ‘gila monster’, ‘dumped’ begets ‘dozens’ begets ‘doubled’ and so on and on, and still the poem expands outward, the story tells itself – goes itself, since we’re talking about a Hopkinsy effect – well this is like that, and I like it immensely.

Do I wake or sleep in Father by Dennis L M Lewis? I don’t know, or mind, but it treats that dangerous chemical dream with rare responsibility – dreams are trivial in that they’re surreal but profound in that they’re universal, and here I feel the latter, the stumble through a scene both logical and crazy, fuelled by conscious need (‘the search for father’) and fooled by unconscious ones (‘soon I got waylaid’). A winning snap of an unwinnable game.

Kateri Lanthier’s fine poem To the Headless Long-Stemmed Rose on a Staircase in the Subway gets New York in all its grace and dirt, its capacity to slide you decades back or forth along a subway track or an avenue. The sad sigh of its quick wit – ‘You did yourself a party favour’ ‘Meanwhile, we’re gunning it’ – rides the poetic subway with the lyrical, ‘Peach-ache of ripeness’ and the wrung-out, ‘the sound of your plane leaving and leaving and leaving.’ The heart of civilization keeping its shit together in spite of everything.

Mariel Alonzo’s by the aviary his brother sat down and wept is elegiac and compelling, a study in perplexity and solitude – ‘why didn’t anyone’s throat soar?’ – as the speaker rustles in the embers of what time has taken back.

In Monologues For Young Actresses Barbara Barnes vividly and movingly captures the helpless transports of a schoolgirl as she first encounters literary beauty. Everything changes – ‘I am rehearsed/in weeping, I no longer cry…’ she mourns in her bliss.

Geraldine Clarkson’s amazing La Madre… that ‘wants not to be in the sea’ is most terribly alive and alone, its agony of restlessness the lament of any great soul marooned in the wrong world, smiling her ‘wide/smile of undoing…’

There’s a fierce fragility to Scott Elder’s Dieppe, from the sharp intake of breath that ends the first line ‘if’ – to identity itself slipping away, the woman still there ‘your own colour’ and yet gone ‘into that nightscape’…

‘Rivers/of need have gurgled here’ cries the speaker of Lindsey Holland’s Leeches, deep in a rich, troubled meditation in a chapel ‘soaked with passion’. Pinned to the pew, a despairing language broods and burns, the very agenbite of inwit.

Kirsten Irving’s Shogo Says, where three different lives of the nameless ‘father’ travel different roads to the same lonely place, is both funny and forlorn, details of lives exactly remembered but achingly transitory and suddenly not there.

There’s a brilliant, almost painful exactness to Elizabeth Parker’s Writing Him Out, where whatever needs to be written to the nameless him demands puncturing, squeezing, a bright scratch, a clot, a psychology crystallized in a single act.

In Advice for Girls Phoebe Stuckes elegantly skewers the inanities of digital life, where life is only aye or no, all things matter equally from murder to mascara, and if in doubt say ‘Beyonce’ till everything’s cool. Nailed it.

In Balloons Betty Thompson carefully, chillingly, recounts a loss-of-innocence story, delving deep into the stare of a child at a conjurer’s tricks, tracing its slow fracture into disquiet and dismay: I pressed till I found a bursting point…

Portia, Ruth Waterman’s witness to the coming of Plague, trembles with apprehension as she sees the sea…creeping in, do you notice?’ and sounds the first intuitive response to looming horror, as a poet in England should do, then and now.

2016 Winning poems…

First Prize

Pasodoble With Lizards

In every house, this room. The two of us,
the two of them, and two eyes looking, looking back
at two eyes looking – double locked. A hall of mirrors.

The frills go up. The zoetrope’s gone gaga. Lickety-split,
they’re off again – two whirring figures skipping house to house
and room to room, and sticking to the shadows. Off we go -

in the aesthetician’s house, the upstairs room. The gilt mirror
and its gila monsters, slumped and coiled and polished.
We watch them from the bed. Sweat fogs the glass. They move

whenever we do. In the hothouse, the reptile rooms. The tanks
are stuffed with bodies, lazy like dumped flex, dozens of them,
looped and doubled. Violet, scarlet, gold and black. Reflected back -

the clapped-out manor house, the red-red room. Fungus, brass,
red drapes, the full-length mirror. There they are again – two figures,
fugitives, gone with the snick of the aperture. But it’s all caught

on camera: how their shadows whisk their tails and dash for cover.
In the penthouse, the ballroom: two figures, wheeling, drunk,
that botched one-two. A cracked-up mirror, and two archaeopteryx,

confused and karking, snared. In the picturehouse, the panic room.
Someone fucked up: it’s all over. The couple clutch each other,
know they’re done for. Here they come, ATOMIC MONSTERS!

razing tower blocks and power lines, a clumsy little number.
What an awful bloody mess they’ve gone and made. You, boy,
in your hall of mirrors. And me – or my projection – gone

when someone flicks a switch. The two of us, the two of them,
caught up in our reflections. It’s all done with two-way glass,
with smoke and mirrors. Anyway, we made these horrors

and they follow us, they move whenever we do, keeping time.
I’m tired, love. This dance has skinned me down to nothing much.
Quick quick, we’ve got to hurry, set off running. Off we go —

our fingernails tick tick upon the road. And we could run forever,
but we’ll never shake them off, these hooligans, our lizard others.
They think they’re us. We don’t know any better.

Abigail Parry

Second Prize


I’d come alone to carry on the search for father.
The institutional building where the search took place
was labyrinthine—there were many stairwells
and many doors to offices and apartments
in the stairwells. But this was where they’d told me
he would be. I entered a kind of vestibule area, where
many people crowded. At first, I seemed to know
where to look, but soon I got waylaid—at one point
in a restaurant-kitchen area, at another at a doctor’s
waiting room. An attractive, young bi-racial girl
passed by and told me that she too was looking
for her father. I followed her, but lost her amongst
another hubbub of people. I was still unhurried
and certain where I’d find my father. I imagined
him with a woman, charming her or already
engaged in sex. At this point, I asked a woman
in the corridor whether she’d seen a stocky,
muscular black man with a certain air about him,
and realised I was describing someone the woman—
a middle-aged black woman—would likely have found—
irresistible. It struck me I should have mentioned
his advanced age. Later, I was sure I saw him at
the top of a stairwell, talking with a woman. I was
certain now I’d reach him. I went up the stairwell
where I thought he’d be, but was confronted with
door after door, one looking like another. I listened
at a door where I thought I heard voices—a woman
with a whining voice that could have been my mother’s.
But the door was not an entrance—it was some sort
of exit or back entrance. I continued up the winding
staircase until I was out on the street, and looked upon
row after row of multi-coloured doors to different
offices, houses and apartments. I realised then that
it was hopeless. I’d have to go back to the beginning.

Dennis L.M. Lewis

Third Prize

To the Headless Long-Stemmed Rose on a Staircase in the Subway

The Master of the Large Foreheads is restless at the Frick.
In my beautiful lapis blue gown, I hailed a silkworm south on Fifth.

Orpheus, mute, on a gilt salt cellar. That’s his lot in life.
Each afternoon, from the subway singer: “Another day in hell…”

Not every sidewalk musician’s an undiscovered Joshua Bell.
But each one plays your heartstrings with a quaver of regret.

You did yourself a party favour and unzipped my dress.
A lab-made opal ring pulled the film over my eyes.

I intend to pit general knowledge against specific gravity.
Nature struggles to learn from itself. Meanwhile, we’re gunning it.

Peach-ache of ripeness: a beard in the throat. Pewter ware is “sadware.”
All I am is a pewter plate melted down for musket balls.

Planters crammed with chrysanthemums are the burial mounds of summer.
Even after death, cut sunflowers send up signal flares.

Nothing like the sound of your plane leaving and leaving and leaving.
Whenever I wish you Good Morning, it’s the living end of Good Night.

Kateri Lanthier

Shogo Says


My father was a doctor
Stinking always of spirits and swabs
and a thin film of permanent marker.
His hands the red of the ambulance cross
from feeling around in the warmth of other people
from irritant iodine, whipping up his eczema
from drink, quite possibly (most of them drank),
and he would bring me stickers of patched-up cats,
with a bright green ‘Brave Boy’ written beneath.
In fall we would sit in the garden together
and he’d say “Shogo”, so softly it made me look up.
Then he’d shake his head and listen to the leaves
and forget he’d said my name at all.


My father was a chef
Stinking always of grease-coated washing water
And a sneezeful of S&B chilli powder,
his hands the red of beni shoga ginger
from pestling spices to please other people
from irritant vinegar, barking up his eczema
from drink, quite possibly (most of them drank).
And he would bring me leftovers too good for cats
with bright plum sauce drizzled top and beneath.
After closing, we would sit in the kitchen together
and he’d say “Shogo”, so sharply it made me look up.
Then he’d wipe down the counter and listen to the cars
and forget he’d said my name at all.


My father was a fisherman
Stinking always of sardines and mackerel
and a nostril of harvested nori,
his hands the red of a lobster’s armour
from hauling in nets full of food for other people.
From irritant saltwater, getting in his eczema.
From drink, quite possibly (most of them drank).
And he would bring me tiddlers to feed to the cats
with bright silver bellies all wriggling beneath.
At night we would sit in the harbour together
and he’d say “Shogo”, so sadly it made me look up.
Then he’d close up his knife and listen to the waves
and forget he’d said my name at all.

Kirsten Irving

Monologues for Young Actresses

Foolscap taped to the gymnasium door signposts
‘Tempest Auditions’, lists names of maybe Mirandas,
fresh aspirants to the Community Players Theatre.
In the hushed line up we practice taming the racket
of our heartbeats with skilless breath control, over-glossed
lips intone mantra-like I do not know one of my sex,
no woman’s face remember etc etc directed feetwards,
like a diver’s prayer before falling. We cool clammy palms
against the breeze block wall, our usual wild prattle checked
by uncrushable ambition; we the teenage toothpicks primed
to prop open the eyes of this drowsy town, the latest wave
of grease paint junkies high on wallops of adrenaline, our
futures awesomely magnified projections on a flimsy scrim.

For weeks my audition piece has subtitled each day’s blah
routine, hence I cannot sleep nor eat as the words ribbon
across my mind screen. The bedroom glass has instructed
my hands in the manner of beseeching, my gaze schooled
in Elizabethan innocence. Trifling trills on my tongue-tip
like fizzy candy. Bashful cunning is a jewel I have turned over
and over in my palm for close examination. I am rehearsed
in weeping, I no longer cry. Sense memories are my stockpiled
ammunition. Prairie blizzards transcribed into catastrophe
at sea; January’s whiteout on the highway, a crazy chain
of mauled vehicles- God’s tantrum. And as for love, last
Wednesday’s spare between Algebra and English Lit; I rescued
the new boy’s pen before it skittered beneath the lockers,
where upon our eyes met and found that which they knew not
they had sought. I tell you I almost died.

The gym door consumes the girl ahead of me, I am next.
Out on Main, my dear father keeps the pickup idling
against the chill, tunes into ‘Sports Roundup’ to pass the time
till I return. His last minute advice, to just be myself.

Barbara Barnes


of things to come, there is rinsing her face
with cold water cupped in each palm, but
a kind of refusing to gather, just a necessary

dousing the visible, mouth stuck in the shape
of prayer as water settles in the basin
and she rises to look at what wanting looks

like: It is undignified. It throbs in the bones
of the cheek, the full eye, giving up what’s
wished for. Unsteady mirror

ready the hands for the body, for the shape

of things to come, out of your mouth
the other women call to me. You clear
your throat and drink from a glass

of patience. This is the marriage of tenderness
and kicks. You give me that look. I fall
into line, a thousand times wrong. I hear

the right words in the dark, feel the shape
of words shaken out of a song to sooth
the dying, drink in remembrance of me

the glass as a throat, in the shape

of things to come, it will warm in his holding
as a good red. She gathers herself
in a ritual of belief, still awkward as hands

wrung in hope, ashamed to yearn,
they have earned their keep of his body.
The tongue holds more, understanding

persistence; the way a muscle holds on
to memory while the mind cleaves,
the body buckles. Be clean, be still

as water, mouth ready for its shape

Andrea Holland


She was twenty-eight when diagnosed,
black hair stolen by chemo, a blonde wig

with a fuzzy fringe; she told me she’d traced
her mother’s history to Kerry, gravestones

in churchyards; I listened to lives of forgotten
people, how mammy died when she was nine,

how granny and auntie were diagnosed
in their thirties; memories of offered masses

and sacred litanies; her hands in mine, arms
lighter than a doll, her face translucent

as almond soap; I gave a name for what she
already knew; spoke of fate as dice, told her

her siblings and children’s chances were as
birth, a boy or girl; her corn-blue eyes tracks

from both parents; after she died they came
for testing, fragments of light in the distance.

Audrey Ardern-Jones

After all you discover it is about locks            

Barbara Morton


A stream of them—long and ribboning before
they were inflated, breath-filled they turned into
globes and cylinders, fat demi-lunes ably shaped

by the long-fingered magician who, in his downtime
offstage from the Hippodrome, relaxing by the fire,
legs stretched across the hearth, would plunge

those long hands into his pockets, to pull out rubber
neon proto-chameleons. How he joined limbs and
torso, how he conjured heads, ears and tails, I never knew,

just watched this flow of colour and shape become
a rabbit or a cat. My own cat retreated to the yard
when this post-performance played out: a narrow

space, walled high with London bricks, it shielded her
but not me from the fear I felt when he threw his voice
out there to ricochet into the kitchen, a prelude

to his suite of tricks. There were cards among his props
that he showed and shuffled, got some gasps in return,
but not from me. As for the bouncy animal he gave me –

a red rabbit with swelling ears—I pressed till I found
a bursting point. This was after I had seen, through
the back window of his parked-up van, a cage of doves.

Betty Thompson


For days no wind
the single-minded rain

from the mountain side
and dark cloud
didn’t break; what fluke

weakens sky’s resolve,
chinks of light through the canopy,

lets the relentless
tin roof racket
cease? Sudden hush

assails the ears
of stunned
shrieking macaques. Moon

squints through pines,
a notion of mist,

picks out stalks,
dripping needles,
bracken tops, and we,

the berries and I, are shining.
At my back,
the wreckage

of the lodge;
a track leading down
is not the track I set out on.

Beverly Nadin

Ode to an Octopus

Dear beautiful sea creature, you glider,
eight-limbed mind, Kali-quick, boneless evader,

changeable as vapour, current in motion;
reading the world and matching it like paper.

Who could see you as nothing but belly, blinkered,
solving equations with your many-padded fingers?

You speak water in all possible directions, while
we hard-boned holders of gravity fall on our faces.

And what a mother, walled in with your brood,
your sacrificial body their red carpet to the future.

Who could eat you after hearing that story?
Not me, not ever, oh you curver around corners,

giver to move life onwards, not like us bumpers,
bulbous, stumbling, us generation-gulping gullets.

Catherine Temma Davidson

Writing Him Out

She punctured the cartridge
squeezed until dark blue words
slid into the slit of the nib.

When ink stopped she wrote a bright scratch
pressed the pen tip to her tongue
moistened a clot to free one more line.

She bled the nib in a glass
swilled out dark silt.

The plughole glugged up stained water
then swallowed him down for good.

Elizabeth Parker

[La Madre wants not to be in the sea—]

La Madre wants not to be in the sea—
its squallous aqua and uneasy upsidedownalia—
but to be the sea herself
now and for ever.

Is there anything like sea for being in? she asks the smoothed
rock, gilly with bladderwrack. H’m, precious?
to the backward-facing anemone, mouthing
praise to the oily rainbow.

She takes a big breath, opens the caverns
of her mouth, and seeks to ingest it all,
sucking up streamers of fish—
a weave of jellynose, soldier, dog, angel.

There’s a gigantic gobble and requisite
swallow— coral reefs and lost cities, whalebones
catching at the back of her throat—the smack of
salt, iron, iodine delight. Sweet stink and rampage

of heavy-bellied serpents—still-tongued
monsters—tangle-toed octopuses, wrecks.
Her skin gleams transparent, revealing
turquoise veins, bright bone creeks,

gorges, cut umbilicals, spirals
and spume… Her sides split in a wide
smile of undoing, a jumping
pulse. Her soul thrashes by.

Geraldine Clarkson


We are pulling our suitcases-on-wheels
through a large southern European city.
The cases rumble, and each time the pavement
changes, the noise changes. Somewhere here is
a station with a line to the airport.
Nina is telling me how late we are.
I do not tell her that she has not
factored in the extra time the shuttle-bus
will take, since this train, if we get to it,
will only take us as far as Terminal
One, when our impending flight is from Two.
It is hot, we have spent too long in the shade
eating ice cream, and she seems unusually
anxious at the end of our summer
time together about getting home. But
the thing is, even though I myself am
not worried, not too worried, however
hard she tugs at her suitcase behind her on
its tiny castors, she can’t match my speed.
At each street-corner I have time to look
at the map. She still has five years to grow.
I have maybe ten years before I concede
strength to age. For five years we may be matched
until I’m the one wheezing behind her
complaining about the heat, querulous
over the way home. But first I’m queuing
30,000 feet above France for the
toilet, and I feel suddenly as if we
could accelerate through time as one can
now through space and our stowed suitcases
were currently exploding into part-
icles, driving each one further from the
next, each incapacitating inch as
planetary, and my daughter tearing her
buckled self apart before me. I love
how I can catch her eyes but don’t. The queue,
suspended by the forced air, does not move.

Giles Goodland


Jennie Osborne


Even then it was a name for adults,
not an eight year old. In the backward stream,
worse at maths than me, she had no father

and a limp. Her mum was Mrs Worthington,
so we’d stand at her broken gate and sing
Don’t put your daughter on the stage, then run

until, one teatime, more worse for wear
than normal, Mrs W came round to shout
our antics at my dad. He listened –

placidly for him – before responding
Fair enough, but she’s hardly Tiny Tim.
I had a stab at fending off the strap with:

Vera doesn’t mind, she says she likes it.
Her mum’s drunk all the time and starves the dog.
If you don’t hit me I’ll apologize.

Before they took her into care, Vera performed
a vent act for the teacher with her Sindy doll
to Neil Sedaka’s Where The Music Takes Me,

ending on a happy happy happy happy day!
that left the class light-headed with respect
and must have taken years of practise.

Keith Hutson


Verb: to leech, archaic, meaning
         to cure, to heal. Alternatively
Noun: a leech, archaic, meaning
         a physician, the leech
who leeches. Who among us
         this Easter Sunday in Rosslyn Chapel
hasn’t hoped for a version
         of leech? The blood of Christ
is sipped by the certain. I keep my hands
         on my thighs and consider
the masonry: green men, knights,
         a murderer peering
dumb from the nave. The whiskery man
         beside me shakes my hand with a fervent
Peace be with you. I wonder what passes
         palm to palm. Behind a stained glass
angel, the shadow of a pigeon looms
         and a toddler wails I want. I want
to tumble from this talk of breaking
         bread and bones, of triumph
in death. Archaic. To cover one’s flesh
         with hypodermic creatures, expel
our dirt. Forgive us. We always lay
         the blame elsewhere, do away
with instinct. Sinful, to be
         this devilful of blood-filled skin,
to thirst for the redness I’ve seen
         coursing through you, that I kiss.
To cure. To heal. There’s peace
         in lip-to-lip, exchanging
perfect impurity. For centuries
         this chapel’s soaked in passion,
the tongues of orators lubricated
         by tomes and ancestors. Rivers
of need have gurgled here,
         flummoxed by the business
of human life: unclean, unacceptable,
         unloved by each other, unleechable,
damned in fact, never good enough
         and not like us.

Lindsey Holland

by the aviary his brother sat down and wept

loose nerves of a cage he once touched
with hollow bones, where juvenile species

were incubated, shells unmapped. only
a single knot of light to soft-boil, keep

themselves from scrambling. they called
it sanctuary – a place where endangered

means fault-lined, folded into arks, entered
by pairs of animals, wish bones sparked.

where just before dawn, his brother would
count how many wingspans it would take

to reach the sun, praying his betrothed won’t
come with the slat of lumber, reteaching him

flight. his fingers reaching deeper into light
than ever when he was wild, when his mother

prophesied – son, you’re too much, why didn’t
he stop? overflowed? why didn’t she clamp

tore his beak, reclaimed each feather he owned?
why didn’t anyone’s throat soar? now, he kneels

before the sunken bed of his husbandry, ache
of ingrown claws heat-stroked from the last

snatched pocket, grafted marrow ready
to erupt – fuse and fuchsias. this nest he built

above arrest – ash fall, where ghosts perch.

Mariel Alonzo

The Bird Woman of Nigeria

In Lagos, a palm-swift fell from the sky, broke on the electric line, burned
and turned into an old woman, quickly surrounded by the angry crowd.

Witch, sorceress, the line of electric fire, flesh raised and broken, raw through
the ash blackness of her breasts. No longer bird, or human, just an old woman.

When she was younger, but still old, her lover’s hand, outstretched, spanned her
shoulders, fingers splayed searching for wings in the lines beneath her old bones

At her age she had learned to hide her birdness from the men she took as lovers
the terror of her beak, the rage of her song, the sharp sight of her black eyes.

When she was fledgling, the king stole her from her father, winning her with a ring
of gold and brass and silver, that flashed and blinded even the magpie’s eyes.

The wives of the king were jealous of her ring, of the flight hidden in the softness
of down. They were beautiful. They promised to save her if she taught them to fly.

She gave the king’s wives the bird secrets of balancing on small things, of far-seeing,
but not flight. The wives fed on envy and turned the king from his bird-witch wife.

The king sent her back to an empty roost, without the ring he used to snare her.
She took a line of lovers, learned to drink on the wing. Grew hard and old. She flew.

Most men never saw through her feathers, past the fullness of her bird breast
her rapid small heart, electric pulse, to the harsh line of truth stitched in hidden wings.

But the lover of her old age, had strong hands that held the all of her small back
the way a daughter holds a fathers’ will, casually, completely in the line of a palm.

He opened her again and she became witch and bird and girl. He wanted the all of her,
beak and rage and sharpest sight. She ate his eyes, rising into the sky and he saw

Her turn from bird to burned old woman on the ground, beaten and shot by the crowd
No longer bird, or human, just an old woman – a line, a ring, a bit of ash and feather.

Noreen Ellis

Advice For Girls

Vanilla based perfumes drive men wild
we have no evidence for this. Sudocrem
is good for spots, cuts, grazes, rashes
and sadness. Always accompany your friend
to the clinic. Boyfriends cannot be trusted
in this matter. Eyebrows are sisters not twins,
let this knowledge free you. Get a hot water bottle
for period pain, buy your own chocolate,
boyfriends cannot be trusted in this matter.
Nail varnish can be used to stop tights laddering,
if your tights ladder you cannot keep wearing them,
no it is not Punk. Get someone to help when dyeing
your hair, blot your lipstick. Don’t borrow mascara
from women you don’t trust. Text me when you get home,
keep your hand on the door in the back of the taxi.
I found his Facebook, I’m friends with his sister’s
best friend’s zumba instructor. Dairy makes you fat,
gluten is evil but we don’t know how or why or what it is.
Beyonce, Beyonce, Beyonce.

Phoebe Stuckes


The cracked Formica almost drove you mad,
the way it caught the sleeves of your pure new
lamb’s wool sweater. The film of dust

that coated every surface, every plane
of every object – “Too near the coal mine,”
you used to say – colonised your household

habitat the more you dusted it. The cake
of make-up that you lavished on your cheeks,
your eyes, your lips, was eaten by each day

and spat out on the pure new whiteness
of your pillowcases and your single sheets at night.
You always found the arrangement of the gravel

on the pathway up to your front gate somehow
asymmetrical. Your colleagues’ talk swam
on the surface of things, while you dreamt

of dipping below the noose of scum that chokes
the weir to see what lay beneath: it was that
or escaping to the Caribbean to learn to swim.

It has been three days now that the police
have searched your favourite stretch of river.
They have found nothing, which on the surface

is good: yet your passport is still lying
in your bedside drawer. I might have to wait
until the spring rains swell the river, the divers said.

Richard Aronowitz


I am Portia, daughter of the silversmith.
Here’s a stool – take it; we live in hard times.
What news on Cheapside? I hear a coffee-house
is coming, a new gathering place.
We shall talk.

The sea is creeping in, do you notice? The sea is bringing …
we shall not talk of that.

Yesterday I rounded a corner and came upon
a large plot of weeds and rubble; a starving cat
threaded through mounds of shapeless stones -
there will be a crumb of comfort for it somewhere.
A square of cotton sheeting hung on a dirty clothesline.

For months I’ve walked like driftwood through these streets.
You don’t know when …

One day I found a bridge I’d not observed before
and slowly climbed up to its mid-point,
to the top of its arch; I turned and waited.
The canal slept as tiny ripples fluttered.
The sun left the water first; then it left the rooftops.

Ruth Waterman


A quarter past two and you wondered if
your body were a breeze or a breath of moonlight,
if your children drew on the tide in the harbour,
or the dew-covered garden in their dream work.
They lay like feathers in a single bed. And you, at once
the lady in the window and the woman moving
down the cobblestone lane to a pier beyond
the bulwarks and pilings, blending, step upon step,
your own colour and form into that nightscape.

Scott Elder

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